I came to the forest pondering
the source of insight and generosity
how to be loving and life-giving
in a season of culminations
and letting go
As I wandered through the wet woods an old mother tree caught my eye
and beckoned me to approach
She was still tall and breathing
her branches proud and solid
root legs reaching deep into the earth
but most beautiful were her ample hips
where they rested upon the ground
They were clothed in thick carpets
of brightest green moss
with lichen and mushrooms as well
soft and comforting as a granny's lap
Two ancient woody arms
encircled her great heart
which once had been hidden deep
within her own strong trunk
beating silent, steady and contained
for many generations
But now her heartwood opened
in unguarded liberality
to welcome creatures from mice
to beetles to the microscopic
who needed a sheltering cradle
bountiful nourishment
and homespun belonging
Then she whispered to me the secret
of all she had to offer the earth
with such grace and freedom
from conditions or qualms
To be this profound and lavish
in the autumn of her life
a mother must be broken open
by bereavement
and hollowed out by suffering
then offer her lacerations
softened by time
and seasoned with wisdom
for the healing of the world
by Celeste Boudreaux, April 2024
What a beautiful offering, Celeste! And congratulations on your retirement 💖